Our Little Smart Family

Day to Day Stuff

2012-02-06T07:00:00.000-08:00

We got to help throw a surprise 30th Birthday party for our good friend Lauren! We are going to miss these friends so much!

I was in charge of the cake. It was so fun to do and loved making the miniature banner.

I took Camryn to her first dentist appt! And she did great. A perfect patient and no cavities! We were both happy about that. She just kept telling me I'll just tell the dentist I don't need shots in my teeth today. Apparently she didn't understand the scare tactic against not eating candy.

While cleaning in the garage I set up this chair Grandma Brenda gave to us. And I was so happy to see that Reagan could sit in it that they were actually getting along!

Camryn's a bit obsessed with the mirror and just discovered how fun the front seat can be. She can entertain herself while I fed Reagan after picking up shoes in LA.

I guess this is just the beginning of wanting earrings. She found these sticker ones and insisted on having them. How could you say no to that face?

Or this one! Although I would love if she would actually eat the food rather than spit it right back out. Guess we'll be waiting a little bit longer and then try again.

The Great Park

2012-02-03T07:00:00.000-08:00

With our move on the horizon I am trying to take advantage of everything to do in Orange County. Then we will be in San Diego for a month and I will do the same there. Trying to make the most of everyday. I finally brought my camera out instead of my ghetto phone and I think I got some good pictures.

Riding the Carousal over and over bring a smile to this girl's face.

Then we waited for our turn to go up on the big balloon. We tried once before to go but it was too full. Camryn was all about it and I was a little scared. I hate heights. But if it is free I will pretty much try anything.

The view from the top. I am sure on a clear day you can see the ocean, but we could only see as far as the buildings in Newport. 400 feet was high, but I have to say I was ok and Camryn thought she was on a ride a Disneyland!

The Last And Final Disney Post

2012-02-01T10:16:00.000-08:00

Had enough? We'll me too...this is the last one. I am kinda sad though, my girls do so well here. It was so nice to get out of the house to do something all day with my no nap girl. The first of my last trips was with my brother Chris and his family. Here Camryn is with her two cute cousins. Love that they are so close in age and enjoy the same things.

Hudson, Georgia, Camryn with Aurora

The only picture we got together. Hudson was way too into his new toy and Camryn wouldn't have anything to do with the camera. It was so fun to spend a day with this guy before their big move to the east coast. Luckily with our move we'll still see them quite a bit.

This is us on the monorail the last time into the park to meet my sister Amy, her kids and my grandma and her good friend.

My grandma Marilyn getting a picture of "the princess"-doesn't look to happy. She was sick of waiting for the princesses to come out.

Happy again

And I was happy we finally got to have a picture of us girls on our last day there. Such a fun experience to have passes to go as often as you want and stay just for a little while. We sure are going to miss it! It was great ending it with such good family.

Grandma Date

2012-01-30T08:51:00.000-08:00

With our move on the horizon Grandma Brenda is soaking up every chance of being with our two girls. She came up to watch Camryn in her dance class.

This is one of my favorite pictures of these too. No fake smiles here. Camryn loved showing off her grandma to her teacher and friends.

Then it was off to Disneyland! Grandma wanted to see first hand Camryn's love for the princesses and ride some rides too.

But this was the highlight of the day. Usually you meet one princess at a time, but Camryn got special treatment-it was so awesome. Ariel had Belle come over with her. Then Belle walked back to her spot while holding Camryn's hand-she was in heaven.

You never get to meet Mulan, but with the Chinese New Year coming up they had her out and about. Camryn was so excited. With this, she has met all of the princesses and got their autographs.

And Chip and Dale. She usually hates characters that have their faces covered, but for some reason these ones were ok.

A perfect day for the both of them and it was so nice having the extra help. We can't even talk about how hard it is going to be to leave these guys!

5 Months Old

2012-01-24T18:00:00.000-08:00

There is nothing more that I love than a freshly bathed baby. While Camryn was still in the tub I took a minute to snap a few pictures of this sweet baby. Five months is so cute and she keeps getting more fun everyday. I love these pictures with the light behind her because you can see that she is going to be a little blondie and yes, she still has blue eyes. These pictures make me want to squeeze her!

Camryn

2012-01-23T16:06:00.000-08:00

We all know this little one does not lack in the personality department...here is some documentation.

Trying new Riddles Skittles with Dad. They share the same love of candy.

She is finally coming around to loving her big sister role and "keeps her company."

Making pizza for family night-the one thing she will eat so I thought I'd try to make it a little healthier.

Her best buddy and next door neighbor Presley with their "Shirley Temple" curlers in-too bad they only last 5 min and then the curl doesn't last.

These days the only way we can get a nap in is in the car. This time we sat in the driveway until she woke up. I will do whatever it takes to get her to nap. She still NEEDS one but is too stubborn to close her eyes.

I have started teaching Camryn a letter a week-she loves the letter tracing practice and has gotten pretty good!

And right now as I type this is what she is doing! She fell asleep during a movie! And good thing too since our keys are locked in the car and we can't go anywhere. Let's just say this is the most challenging time we have had with Camryn but she is still one of the most fun girls to be around!

All Reagan

2012-01-19T22:25:00.000-08:00

This little baby is so sweet and getting to be so fun! She sure is wrapped around my finger!

And her dad's too

We are just now trying the no swaddle and this is what I found when I checked in on her...so sweet.

Today Camryn fell asleep in the car right before we got to Target, so Reagan and had a little playtime in the front seat.

And she soon found my drink :) She lights up just like me when she sees my big blue cup. Not staged and don't worry she didn't get anything!

And tonight we tried a little rice cereal. The end result. She did much better than Camryn-let's hope it continues to be that way. And below is a few videos of her laughing-too bad it got cut off when she really started going, eating her cereal tonight and just her talking-which is more of a high pitched squeal.

We sure love this little Reagie face and our so happy she makes our family of 4 what it is today!
**sorry about the quality-all from our phones**

Disneyland with My Girls

2012-01-16T16:35:00.000-08:00

When I go by myself I let Camryn lead the way. So we had a day full of meeting princesses and fairies. We did manage a few rides but even still it is so fun seeing all of this through her eyes.

She finally got to meet Jasmine-she has never been with all the other princesses before.

And the line for Rapunzel was only 15 minutes-her lucky day. Camryn thought it was so fun meeting a prince.

We even caught Ariel walking around

Tinkerbell's friend Fawn

And yes this little was in tow for it all and was a dream. She is such a sweetheart. We spent 5 hours there and wore smiles on our faces the whole time. I am sad that we only have 1 more month left until our passes expire-so we will be going once a week until then!

Family Pictures

2012-01-08T21:02:00.000-08:00

I thought I would share the rest of our family pictures. I am so happy with how they turned out considering the cold and wind. Thanks again Alia! She really is the best-check out her other work!

A New Years Beach Weekend

2012-01-05T13:39:00.000-08:00

Makes perfect sense to have an 80 degree weekend the first week in January, right? Well we love it. This is why we pay extra to live in Southern CA. Friday and Saturday we spent in San Diego and stayed at Ryan's parents while they were in Utah. We got to eat out with some of our best friends and just enjoy being outside all day.

We love being able to actually sit in a backyard-or in the case the front yard to get sun.

Sunday we had early church-so happy about this change, so we headed to our closest beach Aliso. We did the tide pools and watch the crazy skim boarders.

I am in love with this picture

Then Monday we decided we needed to do the beach again but in our swimsuits instead. We did the Dana Point Harbor beach "baby beach" with more great friends. I will now will only go to this beach with my kids. No waves makes Camryn so happy and therefore us happy. And this was the first time using the tent/pod for Reagan. It has been passed down through the family and I am so happy to have it! Reagan love her little house. Then after hit up our community hot tub so Reagan could actually get in a swimsuit. She loved it to say the least. So glad we were able to take advantage of such a beautiful weekend. Who knows how many we will have left before we hit the dirty South!

Christmas in Granite Bay

2012-01-03T09:34:00.000-08:00

We went to Granite Bay this year for Christmas to spend with my side of the family. We debated whether to spend our own Christmas together and come up later, but I am so glad we spent Christmas all together. It was great to spend time with my brother Chris' family, especially since they are moving to DC at the end of the month. Sadly we missed my sisters Amy and Nikki's families. This is a major picture overload but I have to put them all on to document such a great trip.

Polar Express-freezing train ride in Folsom-yes Ryan is on the phone with work, so important.

Camryn loving her cousin Hudson-these two were so cute together

As kids we would always go see the lights at Dovewood Ct. Now their is a huge crowd. But we still braved the cold to see all the cool houses. All the cousins(in town that is).

With my beautiful momma

Love this picture of Daddy and Camryn

My brother Scott and his youngest Cade.

I got to stay in the car with my dad and Reagan, she loved the lights

Making ornaments with Grandma and cousins

Putting out the luminaries-love this tradition

Making treats with Grandma

Ryan loved holding Reagan any chance he got, made him feel so old. Can't believe he is one of the oldest now.

All the cousins and second cousins with my dad's mom-Granny

Reenactment of The Nativity

Baby Jesus

Camryn wouldn't be Mary so I had to step in-still wish Camryn were in these pictures

Walking around on Christmas Eve to see the Lumanaries

Ellie the Elf brought the girls jamies to say goodbye

After Santa came-so magical

Grandpa and Reagan

Her Princess Suitcase she asked Santa for

Her "Clara" nightgown that my mom made for her-she is beyond obsessed. She at first would only wear it as a costume and play Clara in the Nutcracker. Now she loves to wear it to bed.

Christmas Baby

Our Christmas Feast

Date with my hubs-Mission Impossible 3-Never been more nervous in a movie in my life and not because we left our kids at home with Grandma.

Moms doing daughter's hair

I always loved when my mom did my hair and I still do. So wish I could do this on myself.

Thanks Mom and Dad for such a great and memorable Christmas. We had such a good time with our family. Makes me so sad to know that we won't have family in close distance much longer.

Reagan-4 Months

2011-12-28T14:06:00.000-08:00

On Christmas Eve this little dream baby turned 4 Months. She has turned into one the sweetest happiest babies I've known. She rolled over a few weeks ago and has started babbling mama when she cries. She also plays with toys now and will laugh but you still have to work real hard at it. Let's just say she is already wrapped around my finger and doesn't seem like I could love her more than I do right now.

Merry Christmas to Those We Missed

2011-12-24T18:00:00.000-08:00

Our 1st Nutcracker

2011-12-21T08:15:00.001-08:00

I couldn't wait for the day when I could go to the Nutcracker with Camryn. It feels like I am sharing something with her that is so special to me and Ryan will never understand that. I am just so happy that I have daughters that I can take with me every year for a mommy date. I wasn't sure Camryn was ready to sit through it this year but after hearing her dance teacher was going to perform in one and happened to only be 1 act and 1 hour long I knew it was perfect.

All dressed up. She insisted on a this new church dress and bracelets from Grandma Brenda and a bun. She sat so still the whole show and loved watching for her teacher.

With her teacher-Ms. Michelle. She was the lead Marzipan.

She is obsessed with her teacher and was mesmerized by seeing her on stage. It was a very small production just put on by students so Michelle guests for a few of the shows. Afterward, Camryn wouldn't leave until we met every single girl we could.

The Rose

The Sugar Plum Fairy

Spainish Rose

Arabian

And mine and Camryn's favorite-Clara. Everyone loved having their picture taken and was so nice with her but this little Clara was over the top. She just kept hugging Camryn and daunting over her. Made Camryn love the ballet even more. So glad she loved it as much as I do and that I will always have a buddy to go with me, that is until she is in it. That is when Ryan said he will come see it. So I will keep my fingers crossed for that day!

Visiting Santa

2011-12-16T16:27:00.000-08:00

This year was completely opposite from our past 2 years. Camryn walked straight up to Santa and sat on his lap. She told him she wanted candy and a Barbie suitcase. She also made sure she smiled the entire time with him as she was "being nice, not naughty." She knows how to play the part. I do love though that she is staring to understand the magic of Christmas. And I absolutely love babies with Santa because they have no idea what is going on. Love these sweet faces.

Christmas at Our House

2011-12-13T20:48:00.000-08:00

It is starting to really feel like Christmas. We got our tree up and our elf Ellie came to visit the first week in December. After a few simple crafts I am feeling the spirit of Christmas now more then ever with a little believer in our house. It makes christmas so fun. I go back and forth on how I feel about "lying" to my kids, but I just can't get over the magic that I once felt. So the tradition continues in our home. We are excited about our new elf and think this will be such a fun tradition for years to come.

Ellie the first morning she visited us. And brought her book and ornaments for the girls.

I love our tree this year. I added a garland and a new tree skirt that I will post about on my twigg blog and they both just make it that much more complete. Even though we did go for just an inexpensive tree rather than a looker. But I like it for that character. I just love this time of year and guaranteed I will write more posts just like these. Sorry, you don't have to read if you don't want to.

Camryn

2011-12-08T10:09:00.001-08:00

This little one has been driving me crazy these days. She hit 3 and became a different child over night. I never knew I could get so mad! To the point where I have found myself locked in the bathroom with the baby in order to keep me from doing something I would regret. Being a mom is not easy. It was easy for quite some time with just Camryn, but now with 2 kids and 1 not behaving-I truly understand how motherhood is the hardest job! But through this I just have to relish in the good times.

This was one. She puts on her Snow White Costume and asks if Ryan and I will "come meet her" like the princesses at Disneyland do. And we talk to her, "sit on her lap", give hugs and kisses and takes a picture. But this time she added signing autographs. I have never talked to her about this, she must have seen other kids doing this the last time we were there. She got out her princess notebook and pencil and pretends to sign Snow White and hands it back to us. I will never get over this little girls ability to pretend and the way she puts things together like she is much older then see is. I just have to know that my sweet daughter is still there, but sometimes I just have to dig to find her.

A Smart Thanksgiving

2011-11-29T22:02:00.001-08:00

This year was Thanksgiving in San Diego with the Smart's. So since Ryan got off a little early on Wednesday to Disneyland. This was by far the most fun we have had together at Disneyland-let's just say it is not Ryan's most favorite place on earth. So thankful for this handsome hubby of mine and this adorable little daugther.

It was so nice not having to travel this year and still got to see all of Ryan's side of the fam. Even Jake made it who surprised us all Thursday morning. I have never seen Brenda so surprised and happy-closely related to the time we told her we were pregnant with Camryn.

Since our niece was going to be there this year Brenda made a "kid's table." I was so excited about the idea that I had Camryn make a tablecloth of hand turkeys-which I later added beaks and legs.

I had seen a idea for turkey cups on my beloved Pinterest but modified it with felt I already laying around the house.

Sadly, Cassidy slept through most of dinner but, this girl loved her table. Either that or the sparkling apple cider.

Her face right after she tried it. Let's just say she didn't eat anything else for Thanksgiving.

Wish I could say the same for the rest of us. We had such an amazing spread all done by Brenda. So yummy.

We don't look very happy here but I swear we all had a good time. We even got to have our close friends Lauren, Mike & baby Liam for dinner. Couldn't have asked for a better group and great conversation.

After dinner S'more's for the granddaughters that we all ended up joining.

This little Cassidy is so cute. It was fun getting to know her personality better. Let's just say she is the exact of Camryn in every way but they got along great.

Camryn with her favorite Uncle Jaker as she calls him or sometimes Uncle Waker. She adores being around family so much.

The next day everyone from out of town wanted to head to the beach, so very unprepared we headed down as well. Glad we went cause we ended up seeing a bunch of tide pools and Camryn loved watching her uncles Kayak.

It was so good to be with everyone, it was just a little too short-thank goodness Christmas is just around the corner.

Reagan-12 Weeks

2011-11-20T20:45:00.001-08:00

When my babies turn 3 months old it is like I just gave birth to a new child! If I could give birth to 3 month old babies I would have lots more. Their tummies are mature and they can now be content being awake longer then 2 minutes. She is so smiley and talkative just how I remember Camryn. Everyday I love this little girl more and more. I am the happiest mommy on the block and couldn't be happier that we made it to this point and now would love to freeze time just for a more couple months.

These Days

2011-11-20T18:10:00.001-08:00

Camryn is completely obsessed with make-up. I found my old Caboodle and does not let it out of her sight-one morning she had just woken up and came walking in our room half asleep and was carrying it like she had no idea what she was doing. It probably weighs as much as she does. Most of the time she just plays pretend but on nights we are going out and she needs a shower I let her at it. She actually does a pretty good job and says words like you don't want to cake it on and make your lips pop out.

I made these turkey pops with Activity Day girls and let Camryn have mine. She kept giving me hugs and kisses cause she was so excited about this little turkey. Then asked if it was a boy or a girl...everything has to be girly.

Reagan fell asleep fireside during tummy time, too tired to even try.

Camryn needed to be included...obviously.

Second time she has found her thumb. She was happily playing and then I came back in the room to find this. Sound asleep with no fuss or anything. Gotta love those moments since they don't happen very often. Have I mentioned I love my girls?

An Athlete

2011-11-14T11:47:00.001-08:00

When I married Ryan, I knew he was not an athlete. Boy has he changed. I now fully consider him an athlete. He probably still doesn't, but I say this qualifies him as such! This guy wakes up everyday at 6 am, packs a bag and heads off to the gym before work. He always talked about those guys and how they were always the successful ones-guess he is on his way!

The ROC race, 5K with fun obstacles

Camp Pendleton Sprint Tri-survived swimming in the ocean

Dirty Dash-10K muddy obstacle course with Greg Stockoff

Most recently his San Diego Century Ride-100 mile bike ride

Lucky for him he got to do it with Mike Cunningham otherwise he would have lost all steam.

So nice to have Lauren, Mike & Liam there at the finish since I didn't make it out!

It is so cool to watch such a transformation in a spouse. I am so glad he has found such a fun hobby and makes him that much more happy. Next up...12K of Christmas & SoCal Ragnar.

Mommy Date

2011-11-10T13:01:00.001-08:00

With Ryan out of town and no more naps for this one-we have been doing lots of things to get us out of the house. After a little date at In n' Out we checked out the Irvine Great Park. It is not even close to being done and will be much cooler in a couple years but they have a few things that are fun right now.

We rode the free Merry-go-Round at least 10 times-each time switching animals. She needed to ride all of them, according to her.

Sadly, I didn't know we needed to call ahead to ride this free huge balloon. So next time we will get to go up! But Camryn had just as much fun running around and just being her sassy self.

This one is blurry but I had to show the sequence of her poses-so funny!

I love my girls and so glad that I am able to spend this time with them in such nice weather and in a beautiful area.

Halloween

2011-11-07T08:19:00.000-08:00

My mom always had a hand mine and my brother and sisters costumes every year. Now with the grandkids it has been the same. This year she outdid herself with this Snow White. It was so spot on. Camryn was obsessed to say the least. I topped it off with this little headband and I think it fully completed the look.

This was the pose she struck before our ward's trunk or treat she took this a little too seriously.

And Snow White's Poison Apple-Reagan. My mom also made this apple beanie-too die for. And Camryn is posing perfect as if she is taking a picture with the kids meeting her at Disneyland.

Then out for trick or treating. Too bad she only wanted to go to a few houses and then was all done. My little home body would rather be passing out candy then getting it herself. Love these girls of mine.

Reagan's Blessing Day

2011-11-03T22:53:00.000-07:00

We were lucky enough to have my parents make the long drive from Sacramento for Reagan's Blessing day. So we decided to have a little brunch with our family and friends that were in town before church to celebrate her special day. It turned out so fun and so yummy.

Bacon Egg Cups

Pumpkin Pancakes with Buttermilk Syrup

Ryan did such a great job on her blessing. It is so neat to have your close friends and family bless your baby. One of my favorite ordinances for sure.

Don't mind Camryn's blue mouth-I gave her a blue ring pop to keep her happy during a long sacrament meeting-it was the primary program (I wasn't thinking-obvisiously)

Our sweet baby-2 months old

My mom bought these shoes to go with the dress Camryn wore-to die for! Couldn't love my family anymore on a day like this.

Goodbye Binkies

2011-10-31T23:00:00.000-07:00

Ryan and I knew this day was coming for quite sometime, but after Camryn turned 3 we knew it was time to pull the trigger. We knew it was going to have to be something major and leave it to Ryan to come up with the perfect plan. And after a LOT of talking about it we made a family night date of it and headed to the Disney Store. Ryan talked to one of the employees about our plan, while Camryn and I shopped for the perfect prize.

She had already decided on a Snow White doll since that is what she would be for Halloween. And the Rapuntzel was additional so she could have something to sleep instead of her beloved binkies.

When she was already the employee played up the paying with binkies perfectly. The one time we actually appreciated the cheesiness of their employees. She had the perfect amount to buy the dolls-7 binkies (we scoured the whole house to make sure we got them all).

Don't worry that both Ryan and I got a little choked up for her. But she was so proud of herself and was so excited about her purchases-we have never bought anything from the Disney Store before.

We celebrated with her favorite Panda Express or Panda Eat Eat as she still calls it. And thankfully has not asked for it once ever since. She knows where they went and is so excited to be a big girl. Sleep on the other hand is not a fun. No more naps unless in the carand the number of times she is awake in the middle of the night has greatly increased. Success I would say-but it is still a rough for both parties. Hopefully in the next few weeks we will start to see even more progress!

Moments

2011-10-27T22:13:00.000-07:00

These two are not easy but these are the moments that make it all worthwhile.

Portland & Camryn's Birthday

2011-10-24T22:28:00.000-07:00

We were so lucky to have Ryan's parents plan a trip to Portland with the whole family a few months before we had Reagan. And it couldn't have come at a better time. We had such a great time-the baby did awesome the whole trip. Camryn on the other hand was a different story! She is usually a dream so when she isn't, Ryan and I have no patience. Bad combination when staying in a hotel and with family almost all day and you want you child on their best behavior. It was hard to want to spoil such a stinker for her birthday. But here are all the times were she could at least put a smile on her face.

Grandma Brenda showed Camryn a great way to travel in airports-at the mercy of Grandpa's arms. He's a good papa.

Obsessed with holding Grandma's umbrella even though it wasn't rainy. So grateful Uncle Cody got her very own for her birthday.

Headed out on the town for shopping and fun with Aunt Lindsey-can tell how excited Camryn is to have her picture taken.

Aunt Lindsey's hair skills. Wish she were around to do my hair everyday.

I wanted to make her day extra special and so we decided on getting her make-up done. One of her new favorite things. Yes...she is only turning 3.

After a long day out and many tantrums later we went back to the hotel to rest the remainder of the day. Which was nice to get cozy with the weather so cool outside.

"The Brothers" at the game. Cody has never known how to smile in pictures so he figured a cougar growl would be the most normal.

Meanwhile the boys came back from the Oregon State/BYU game. Fun to have all the brothers together. Camryn loves her Uncles and it is so fun to have them pay so much attention to her. Also, Cassidy and Whitney came up for the night to help celebrate.

You would think with that big breath she would have gotten all the candles but not even close.

Sharing a seat with cousin Cassidy

When she opened these Barbie outfits, her response was, "OH.my.goodnes!" In the funniest voice-she really is such a girl.

Camryn got clip-on earrings for her birthday. These guys decided to play, "Who would make the prettiest Smart girl". It's easy to see that none of them have what it takes, but they told Ryan he could get into a lesbian club and no one would bat an eye. Cody on the other hand looks like his Grandma.

Baby Reagan getting ready for her close up

We were also able to get a family picture together which doesn't happen too often on such a beautiful day. I think it turned out pretty well-Thanks David and Vanessa for helping us out!

Cute cousins

As I mentioned before David and Vanessa allowed us to get a picture altogether so we had to get one with them too. Ryan and I were so happy to finally meet Penelope-who is exactly one month older then Reagan. She is so sweet and we just love getting to visit with the Wilkes. It was a great trip and we were so glad to get to be with the whole family and visit with some great friends. Just hoping this stage doesn't last too long for Camryn! If you haven't visited Portland it is a must, such a cool city with great food but still a small city feel.

Camryn 3rd Birthday Party

2011-10-20T15:11:00.000-07:00

Since we'd be in Portland for Camryn's actual birthday and her good friend Scarlett's birthday is 3 days after hers we decided to combine the two and make it just a small playgroup party. Scarlett's mom, Ashly and I are great friends so we pulled together our resources and made a cute little party for our 3 year olds!

Thankfully Ashly is amazing at the creative stuff and got the inspiration from a tablecloth she already had and printed out the cutest banners and labels for the party.

The dress up station-a must with both girls

Cute banner made by Ash and sewed by me.

The spread-the tablecloth gave us the idea for a tea party. With our girls tea sets and all other supplies we both had all we needed were the napkins. I love the paper straws and cupcake stands.

The girls were able to make their own "tea" with pink lemonade powder to mix in their water. Genius idea, except that Camryn's ended up was more like a paste-like consistency with all the powder she scooped in there-they were obsessed.

The cute birthday girls

Princess dance party

And the favors-I saw this idea on pintrest for creating your own edible tea cups and so we had the girls make them for their craft and then took them home with candy inside.

I just love that Camryn is such a girl so I can throw parties like these that end up being just as fun for me as it is for her.

Happy Birthday!

October

2011-10-12T14:21:00.000-07:00

We got to enjoy a few cool weather days down here and it was really starting to feel like fall! So we went with a bunch of friends to our local pumpkin patch for FHE the other night. Reagan loved being out and all the kids had a blast riding a ton of rides. Camryn, however; would only brave the fair swings-such a chicken! I swear one day she'll get on a pony. When she turns 3 is what she would say, well 3 is what she'll be in four days and don't see anything changing. And now here we are back to 90 degree weather! So sick! Fall, please come back!

Smiler Girl-6 Weeks

2011-10-09T23:19:00.000-07:00

Around the House

2011-10-06T12:39:00.000-07:00

2 weeks-love the smiling in her sleep

Already for church and Dad's Birthday- 2 1/2 weeks

Taking a nap with the dog...yes she loves her tummy

Mine and Camryn's toes...her's are way cuter

3 weeks old

Getting her to stop crying at night white noise blaring & a laser show-totally worked...well for 5 minutes that is. The crazy things you can come up with just for a break in crying!

Camryn's cute ballet bun

Painting her own nails for the first time

Smiley girl at 5 weeks when you can finally capture it on camera.

Staying at home with just Camryn used to drive me crazy-I'd get so antsy. Now it is a reality when we stay home all day because sometimes it is just too hard to get out. Thank goodness there are times like these that make it all worth it to be at home with these 2 girls.

Reagan's 1st Disney Experience

2011-10-03T14:49:00.000-07:00

We got there just in time for the parade and saw ALL the princesses

And Mary Poppins, who even blew Camryn a kiss-doesn't get better than that for her.

Small World with my 2 girls

Reagan was bright-eyed the whole ride-guess she likes it has much as Camryn

Riding facing forward at 5 weeks-probably too young but boy did she love it

It was crowded but we still managed to have a good time. Disneyland at Halloween time is the best.

Birthday Bash

2011-09-29T14:15:00.000-07:00

Yes he is picking this is mike picking his nose

Ryan and Mia have birthdays a day apart & Mike is a few days after-we decided to make a combined party. And since this year it was Mike's 30th we thought it only necessary we make extra special for him. He may have been a little embarrassed by it all but Ryan love any excuse to throw a party and get together with our friends!

Had to snap a quick pic of the two babies. Reagan & Liam-only 6 days apart. Liam is the sweetest baby as you can tell in this picture (mother's defense is Reagan was hungry). Can't wait to watch these 2 grow together.

Camryn & Reagan Comparison

2011-09-26T10:56:00.000-07:00

One month old in the same outfit

Carmyn

Reagan

Reagan is definitely bigger with lighter and less hair, eyebrows and lashes. Not sure how similar they really are except that they are both hard newborns. But this past week I cut out diary products-it has helped for a little I think. Poor girl just is in pain and cries for at least 1-2 hours before she is out for the night. Good thing is I think these two girls are the cutest and love them so much!

Family Comes to Meet Reagan

2011-09-13T21:29:00.000-07:00

As I mentioned in my last post I told my mom to come a week after the baby was born since they always "wake up" and aren't as sleepy. Well I was right...Reagan has definitely gotten harder. And the transition from 1 to 2 is becoming more of a challenge everyday. The great thing is we had lots of visitors to ease the pain a bit. My mom & dad came together and then my mom was able to stay on her own several days after.

Camryn was sure spoiled with attention. My dad is the best at making up games and fun unique ways to play with his grandkids and Camryn was obsessed. It was so great having both my parents play so much with her to make her feel so special when I was unable.

This was our first family outing with the babybjorn and I was able to walk more than a few steps. Even though it was cloudy-Salt Creek never disappoints and it was fun to show my parents around town since they hadn't seen much of it before.

We also finally succeeded in getting Camryn to hold Reagan (which involved a treat of course). Camryn loves her sister but is a little nervous when it comes to touching her, but it getting much better everyday.

We also got to have my brother Scott and his family in town for the weekend. They stayed with my sis Amy but we were able to do our pool/hot tub on Saturday for a BBQ and also dinner on Sunday night at the park. This is Camryn and her cuz Ryan in her car. She loved getting to ride with all her cousins and luckily they liked the car as much as she does.

Cute SIL Carrie & Reagan

Cousin Kyle

And Seany

Labor Day was another cloudy/rainy day so we walked around Carrie's favorite beach below the Montage-Treasure Island. It was a lot of fun exploring beaches we had never seen. I love where we live.

Camryn and 3 of the 4 Motley boys. Some of the cutest boys I know and you can tell how much Camryn loves them too.

After everyone else had to go home we got to have my mom all to ourselves. She even got to see Camryn's first real dance class. It is so fun to see her dance. I am also glad to know I am not the only one that is obsessed with her little body in her ballet clothes.

Showing off her adorable apron that my mom made. On top of sewing projects, she also stocked up on everything at Costco, made meals for us, cleaned every nook & cranny, played with Camryn & helped out so much with the baby.

Her last night we took her to go see the Newport Temple and out to dinner as a small thank you for doing so much for us. I have one great mom who is such a giver. I was so sad to see her go and my other family, I just pray that though the honeymoon is over I will be able to make it through the next couple of weeks with a some ease.

1st Week Home

2011-09-09T16:59:00.000-07:00

After much debate, I talked my mom into coming a week after the baby was born. I learned with Camryn that the 1st week with a newborn is easy compared to what lies ahead in the upcoming weeks. So after our stay in the hospital we were headed home as a family of 4 and doing it all on our own.

All cozy and ready to go home from our 2 day stay at the hospital

1st of many sister pictures. And Camryn sharing Jasmine with Reagan-her least favorite Princess but at least it is sharing.

1st sponge bath-wasn't fond it but was very cute in her towel

Morning cuddles in my bed

1st "Real" outfit and I'm obsessed with this headband.

This 1st week I was so impressed with Reagan, such a good sleeper, eater and just the sweetest disposition. I was also impressed that even though I wasn't feeling great I was getting so much accomplished and felt like the transition from 1-2 was such a breeze. I remember with Camryn feeling so proud that I showered for the day or that I made the bed. But with the second you kinda just have to get up and face it all even if you don't want to. I am just hoping that this only continues...I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Baby Reagan's Debut!!!

2011-09-07T15:44:00.000-07:00

After weeks of consistent contractions, a hospital visit to stop pre-term labor, being dilated to almost 4 and effaced 80%. I decided to be induced 2 days early from my due date.

Last picture with baby bump. Headed into the hospital at 7:00 am.

I was first given pitocin to start things off, then got an epidural before the pain started and had my water broken. Once they broke my water I went from a 4 to a 10 in less then 2 hours. Good thing the doctor stuck around. And after 10 minutes of pushing-baby girl was born!

Reagan Jane Smart 7.9 lbs. and 19.5 in

Bigger than we all guessed. I thought for sure she was smaller then Camryn who was 6.15 lbs. I now know why my back hurt so bad for so long.

Once we moved to recovery we had visitors

Camryn checking out her new sister. She wasn't so sure about her at first and even said, " You can put THAT baby back in there if you want." Referring to the bassinet. Things could only get better from there.

Family of 4-such a cute face, I am bummed it turned out so blurry!

Grandpa & Grandma of 3 girls now-little different than their 4 boys they raised.

Proud daddy-so much better the second time around!

The second day in the hospital I was spoiled. Lots of sleep and help from the nursery, yogurtland and friends. Doesn't get much better than that-in a hospital that is.

Marsha, Brittany, Ashly, Kristy & Moranda. It was so nice to have visitors. I didn't have this experience with Camryn. The hospital was a nightmare and so we left within 24 hours. This time around the food was good, the room & nurses were so nice and best of all it was amazing quiet time for me and Reagan. We are one happy family of 4! Now I guess it is time we change our blog. Good bye 3 Smarts and a Dog!

Week Before Baby Sister Arrives

2011-08-29T13:23:00.001-07:00

Yes, we had the baby! But before I post about that I need to get caught up on what happened the week before. So you'll just have to wait a little longer for more pictures.

Camryn tried out a dance class near our house to see if she liked it to sign up for fall. Let's just say that if you think this picture is cute, you should have seen her in that class. She and I are so excited for classes to start in a week!

Went to dinner with the Treese's who were in town from Dallas, the Clayton's & Mike C. Camryn was promised ice cream afterward and she choose the craziest colored of all...of course...Cotton Candy. She was in heaven and no she is not wearing make-up.

Sunday before the baby was born we took Camryn to San Juan to watch the horses jump. She looks so old to me here.

Monday I got to be spoiled by Glen Ivy! Brenda watched Camryn (they were both thrilled) and I had a day to myself! Massage, mud bath, laying out and my favorite nachos of all time! Pure heaven right before having a new baby!

Tuesday before I was induced we were able to drop Camryn off at Mike & Amy's for a sleepover with cousins. So we thought we would have one more dinner together as a family of 3! I will miss this one on one time with just Camryn and Ryan.

And this was actually after the baby was born but I had to throw it in here. One of Camryn's first real birthday parties for her good friend's Ben & Ethan. Such a cute idea to have the kids make their own pizza's for the party theme and they all got these cute aprons. Let's just say Camryn has worn this already a dozen times! It was such a fun week of lasts and getting ready for a lot of firsts!

6Th Wedding Anniversary & Mary Poppins

2011-08-17T15:16:00.000-07:00

This year Ryan surprised me with a night's stay at The W Hotel in Downtown San Diego. With the baby due in 2 weeks he decided that staying close to home would best. I was so glad we got to stay here, it was so pretty and so much fun to explore downtown San Diego on foot.

Loved the exterior of this place and the interior did not disappoint. Especially the BED-and in my pregnant state this was exactly what I needed and what defines a good hotel.

Cute chalkboard in our room

The view from our room and my 38 week belly shot

For dinner we went to Fleming's in the Gaslamp district which we were able to walk to. Something about walking around a city that I just love. No stress to park and so nice to have a minute to walk off a huge dinner. Such amazing food and the chocolate cake was to die for. Conversation and company wasn't half bad either. I am so lucky to have this guy.

The next morning we took our time and had a late breakfast at The Cheese Shop. Then we spent the entire afternoon walking around the city shopping and enjoying the great San Diego weather. It was so nice to have a whole day without Camryn. And we weren't feeling bad for her since she was having a great time with Grandma & Grandpa Smart.

They took the train downtown to meet us and this was her running toward Ryan and I after not seeing us for a day. Pure excitement! There is nothing better than seeing that face!

They had so much fun riding the train down together. Then it was off to Rockin' Baja for dinner together before the big show...Mary Poppins!

Camryn has been obsessed with the movie and songs for the past 6 months and it just so happened that they were showing it downtown at the perfect time. Grandma was so sweet to get us all tickets.

Camryn was in heaven and pointed out who everyone was and sang along to her favorite songs. It was so fun to see the show through her eyes. It was just as fun to watch her expressions has it was to watch the actual show. It was such a great way to end a fabulous weekend! I am really soaking up every last minute with Ryan and my little family of 3.

Happy 6th Anniversary!!!

2011-08-12T09:47:00.000-07:00

Since it is Ryan and I's 6th Anniversary I thought I would take a look back through our pictures and see how all that we have done and how different we look! Here is what I found from each year...

Our Engagement Picture, 2005

1st Anniversary-Puerta Vallarta, 2006

2nd Anniversary-San Diego Temple, 2007

3rd Anniversary-pregnant with Camryn, 2008

4th Anniversary-Lion King San Diego, 2009

5th Anniversary-The Chart House, San Diego

Ryan got me this gorgeous left hand ring. 2010

I love looking back on these years together. They have been my happiest! And I would like to say we haven't changed that much (but maybe that is just me) and to me my hubby has only gotten more handsome! Love you, Ryan!

A New Low.

2011-08-07T20:34:00.000-07:00

It's Ryan.

My life is often filled with situations that make me want to shrink from existence. Most of them come from uncomfortable social situations-this one is no exception. Let me preface this post with my disdain for the need people feel to be politically correct. I understand that there often needs to exist an exception to every rule, but basic laws should remain in tact 99% of the time. For example, a person should not murder someone, but if they are being attacked and murder is necessary-there in lies the exception. Where are you going with this Ryan? Come, follow me and I will show you a law that should never, ever be broken...

About a week ago a coworker came up to me and said, "Don't make plans for lunch next Friday, and if your wife and daughter can come that would be great." I had recently received a promotion and thought they wanted to have a congratulatory lunch-I was filled with anxiety. I don't like obligatory attention and uncomfortable conversation-especially with a bunch of co-workers. Needless to say, I was not excited about this past Friday's lunch and there was no way I was inviting my family. I couldn't understand why someone couldn't just send me an e-mail saying congrats. Well Friday rolled around and when I walked into my office I saw this...

If I could describe the sheer terror that coursed through my body when I saw this rendition of a male baby shower you would have also thought you would never again know happiness. The shame that washed over me every time I walked passed this table of pink still stings me to the core. No one cared about my promotion or any other masculine achievement I have ever had for that matter. No, they decided to strip me of all decency and throw me a baby shower. It got worse. I had to open the gifts if front of everyone. I hate doing this on any occasion, but I actually plead with tear-filled eyes to just let me take them to my wife, "I would hate to ruin the surprise for her." Nope. I felt like a prisoner at Guantanamo Bay. I would have done anything to escape this. I thought a baby shower was ONE thing that couldn't be touched-it was still sacred for all women. Why me? Why now? Surely this couldn't be real life. I knew that touching these gifts would yield the same result as unworthily touching the Arch of the Covenant. However a quick death would have been easy, instead with every touch of pink tissue paper and the holding up of each tiny outfit for all to see a bit of my soul died. I will never be the same.

I can't leave you on this note. I have too much pride. The next day I was able to participate in a Sprint Triathlon in hopes to redeem what little bit of masculinity I had left. I will probably spend the next week sporadically killing innocent animals and eating their carcasses raw, or maybe get into a bar fight. I don't drink, though after what I have been through I was tempted.

I had a stranger snap this pic so I could send it to my wife in hopes she would no longer be ashamed of me. I still am.

Sweet Addiction

2011-08-03T19:48:00.000-07:00

There isn't much Camryn loves more then sweets. You name it she wants it and already knows more about most candies & sweets then any normal child. Like Father like daughter-I guess we had no hope!

However, cupcakes are Camryn's all time favorite! And blue for that matter she was beyond excited! She loved dying the white batter and frosting blue and watching it change as she stirred.

About to eat one and can't control her emotions

She wanted to make them for her Nursery teachers which I just loved! So we were a little more controlled on theirs. But hers...she wanted all the sprinkles on it we had!

In heaven.

As was I seeing her pure joy. These times I will truly cherish as we are nearing the end of the time of just the two of us. I am trying to fill these last couple weeks we fun things for us to do that I will always remember and hopefully she will hold onto for at least a little while. Love this girl of mine!

35 Weeks

2011-07-26T09:19:00.000-07:00

-Dilated to a 2 and 70% effaced-

Did not expect that going in my appointment today. This pregnancy has been so different then my last. I didn't dilate on my own at all and even after my water broke. I would love to go early since my back has literally been killing me since I was about 4 months along. However, I do not feel ready for this little thing! I mean we have most everything we need but to have another baby...that part I am not so sure about. We are so excited to meet this little girl (including Camryn) and can't wait to see what has been growing inside me for what feels like forever.

Family Time in Granite Bay

2011-07-21T13:00:00.000-07:00

From Utah, Camryn and I flew to Sacramento to be with my side of the family for our nephew Ryan's baptism and cousin/grandparent time.

The after baptism shot. Half of them are Carrie's (My SIL) family and friends. It was so fun to be able to be there for Ryan and his choice to be baptized and not too mention Camryn's obsession with him.

The cousins and my cousin's kids on the far right. So many boys!

One day we were able to go to Dylan's favorite the Jelly Belly Factory-he even has a song about it. And I think it is now Camryn's. She loved this Jelly Belly Cupcake. Two of her favorite things.

The Watson boys-love this guys so much! They are so good with Camryn (even played Barbie's with she and Emma) and just all around great boys. I have no words to describe how sad we are to see them and their parents move so far away!

Captured the 1 second she kept her hat on. Just because she knew she had to wear it she wouldn't. So stubborn that one.

Amy & Nikki with our nephews Kyle & Cade-such cute boys with dynamic personalities-at Sunsplash. We got quite the hook up! The owner is in our ward there and got the whole fam in for free! We all had so much fun. Wish I could have gotten more pictures of the kids going down slides and in the lazy river. Camryn loved that thing. We floated around it at least 10x.

2008 cousins-Camryn, Kyle & Emma-love that they have cousins close in age

Mom & Nik

One of our last nights we all went over to the golf course (my dad's second home-sometimes first) to hit balls and take the girls for a nature walk. We only found 1 bug. But I was able to find them a frog later that night.

Playing nice together-which was hard to come by near the end of 10 days together

The boys after hitting balls-how cute does Owen look with his little bag?

Siss-Os

My mom & Dad with the kids. It was so fun spending so much time together-we wish my bro & SIL and kids could have been around more especially for Camryn to get her fill of Ryan & Sean. And that my brother Chris' fam could have come-but there is always next year. I love that we have this summer tradition. We definitely get spoiled with so much play time & great food! Thanks Mom & Dad for everything you do for us!

4th of July in Park City

2011-07-17T20:27:00.000-07:00

This year in Park City did not disappoint. The winter is great in the snow and all, but there is nothing that compares to a summer in Utah. Especially when it comes to the 4th of July. It just feels like summer there with its warm summer nights and all the patriotic festivities. As Ryan puts it, Utah should own the rights to this holiday. We got to share it with Ryan's parents, his brother Jake and girlfriend Emily and lots of friends-just how holidays should be.

Swimming with Dad

Throwing rocks in the pond at our favorite-Willow Creek Park

Out to dinner with Mia, Nate and Lezlie at Windy Ridge Cafe, which was really good and so nice to eat outside.

Camryn's love/hate activity of driving around to see horses and cows. This is now one of my favorite things too. We stop and look at all the amazing houses and get out to see the horses that she thinks she wants to see until we get close.

I mean how beautiful is that?!

We also got to spend sometime with Ryan's Aunt Shauna & Uncle Neil for a family get together & birthday party for Ryan's cousin. Camryn loved getting to play with Kennedy. She is the cutest and sweetest girl ever. Camryn still talks about her.

Finally getting use out of she and cousin Cassidy's Christmas present. She was way too scared when she got it but now she can drive it around all on her own and is actually really good at it. Makes me nervous for when she is 16!

Cute Jake and Emily-watching fireworks at the park from The Canyons Resort

Park City Parade-still fun but has nothing on the Oakley parade-no candy, I mean come on.

Camryn was in love with her after-parade slurpee!

That night Ryan's parents got us tickets to the Oakley Rodeo. We had so much fun, but Camryn was over the top! She could not sit still and was in heaven watching all the cows and horses. She did get a little concerned with the calf roping but I quick told her that the cows just wanted hugs and that they were getting bows tied around their feet. She would shout, "Give me that hug you cow!!!" Quickly turned a horrible thing into a fun game! A grape sno cone and a fireworks show after-doesn't get much better than that!

Love this picture, and right after the pic was taken Lezlie lost her balance and fell right on me pushing me and Camryn over-slowest most controlled fall I have ever seen or felt. Pure talent on everyone's behalf to save the child and the pregnant mom! The next day Ryan had to head home but I was able to stay a couple extra days before heading to Granite Bay and it was so fun. Camryn and I were truly spoiled and will make it hard for us to want stay home next year. Thanks David & Brenda!

We Are Off!!!

2011-07-01T12:11:00.000-07:00

To one of my favorite places with two of my favorite people! We had blast last year in Park City for the 4th and hope to have an even better time this year! Happy 4th of July everyone!

Just for Girls!

2011-06-28T20:49:00.001-07:00

With my mom in town and my sister Nikki's recent news of a move we decided to take advantage of a little R&R with no kids and no husbands! We headed to Palm Springs for some heat, pool time and just all around fun!

My mom got us a room at the Westin-they seriously have the best pools. These smoothies were not too shabby either. We did everything you can't do with kids. We slept in, lounged on rafts and read magazines by the pool.

Aren't my sister's and mom so gorgeous?!

That night we got mani's and pedi's, went shopping and then had dinner at Ruth's Chris. Oh my goodness my steak was SO good. It is not every day that I eat a steak and now I know why, because nothing compares to their steaks. We were spoiled...

Then we got cheesecake and a chocolate explosion; so amazing but we had never been so full in our lives.

Here are our cute toes and fingernails-we even talked my mom into pink and not a muted red! Big step! Nikki and I chose the same coral and blue for our toes. Very patriotic-don't you think?!

It was such a fun time together. Nothing like a good girls trip to bring you closer together and realize how much you love your family! We want to try and do this yearly which I am already looking forward to. Maybe next time we can get Carrie and Lindsay to come with not such a last minute trip. Thanks so much Mom & Dad for making this happen!

San Diego County Fair

2011-06-23T15:26:00.000-07:00

Nothing says "Summer" like the fair!

Camryn was so excited to go this year and thankfully Brenda was able to hook us up with free tickets and a bunch of our friends were able to come with us.

Camryn loved the pigs and chickens-everything else she was so scared of! Ever since we told her the story that Daddy rode a bull and fell off and the bull stepped on his legs, she hasn't been the same about animals especially cows. Oops-who would have thought? Such a tender little heart that girl.

The preggos! Lauren and I. Why we didn't do a belly shot I don't know but we are only a week apart and I am so glad I have someone to complain and waddle around with.

Our new and great friend Christian who was wife and childless this time around, Zak, Katie & Tim at the Pig Races

Our family of 3 for now

The guys even played some carnie games-Tim, love the tongue!

No one won of course but so fun to watch

The girls-love them

Ryan told Camryn she could have her own treat at the fair and she picked cotton candy. She would not let it go and asked about it every 2 minutes until she got it. She had no idea what it even was, but as soon as she got her hands on it she didn't wipe the cheesy grin from her face!

Most amazing funnel cake!!! It was mexican style so it was all a big churro-to die for!

Like father like daugther-although Ryan's favorite is to dip the cotton candy in his diet coke and then race to get it in his mouth before it dissolves. Yes, it is like I have 2 kids already.

The gang and my huge belly. I forgot I am supposed to put my hand below my belly so it doesn't look like I am about to give birth to triplets-you would think I would have the pose down the second time around.

We decided just as we were about to go home that we all needed to try the chocolate covered bacon. Chipped in a dollar and got a nasty cold morsel. I love Christian face! It was edible but I think it would have been way better if they served the bacon warm with chocolate drizzled on top.

But don't you worry that Camryn loved it. Anything remotely sweet has her name all over it. Such a fun night and I am so glad this is just the beginning of our summer's activities!

Family Visit

2011-06-21T19:12:00.000-07:00

The Watson's came in town for the weekend right as school was getting out and Amy and I were so excited to have them! We visited the Mormon Battalion, ate good food and enjoyed playing outside with them. These cousins play so well together it is so fun and nice for us adults to be able to talk!

The girls getting their make-up done

The only horse we found that Camryn will actually ride

Carter is officially the youngest person to jump off of Ryan's parent's balcony-5 years old! Crazy boys!

On their last day we did Disneyland and when I say we did Disneyland-we really did. Camryn and I were there from 8-5! And the Watson's stayed all day 8-midnight! They were champs.

Such a good looking family-still can't believe how grown up these boys are. Such good helpers with the young cousins.

Watson's with most of the Atherly's

Cute Mother/Son Picture- Nikki is standing there like Dylan needs her there, too bad he doesn't anymore!

Cute Emma face

Since we were there all day we were able to take advantage of seeing the Princess Show and doing the Princess walk. It was so cute they get to dance a May Pole and Cinderella came over and grabbed right onto Camryn's hand. You can see how excited she was just by seeing her look up at Cinderella's face.

Camryn doing the choreography they teach them so they can dance with the Princesses.

Twins?

I used to think parents were crazy to make their kids take pictures with the characters. But I know understand it. Camryn is SO obsessed and can't hold still in line before meeting them and is constantly saying, "My turn now, my turn now?"

It was such a nice excuse to stay all day and to do it with family. We love the Watson's and hope we get to see them again this summer!

Our 2 1/2 Year Old

2011-06-16T14:13:00.000-07:00

Who really seems like she is 8. Lately she just cracks me up with the things she says and puts together. She understands almost everything and is always paying attention to any little thing that is said regardless if she part of the conversation. I have decided that this is probably going to be my favorite stage of life with her. She just is the sweetest, nicest little girl. (Don't get me wrong it is REALLY frustrating though, too.)

I was doing some spring cleaning and going through junk and she decided she needed all the stuff I was trying to get rid of. We may have a pack rat on our hands.

She found some amazing hot pink lip stick in the stash and needed to put some on. Does she not look like she is 4-what happened to my baby?

Speaking of growing up, she got a big girl bed! Ryan and I were so nervous about the change, but she is obsessed. She goes right to bed at night and still wants her usual nap. She starts to get tired and says she needs a nap and goes in and lays down. It was such an easy transition that I was dreading. Now onto the pacifier...that one is not going to be easy!

Loved this one how she is cuddling her Barbie. I feel so cozy for her. It is also so fun to get to see her sleeping since she now wants to sleep with the door open, I get to peek in on her (never got to before since she was such a light sleeper). So surreal to see them grow up but also so much fun!

Lately

2011-06-06T13:16:00.000-07:00

We have not been very good about taking pictures lately and it is not because we haven't been doing things. I think we are just like everyone else and you go through phases. So here is what we have been up to.

Disneyland with Dad, this was a first. We went at night and had so much fun for just a few hours.

So blurry but I had to show her smile on the Merry-go-Round since it is now her favorite and used to hate it!

This was another Disney day-Aunt Amy spoiled the kids and they all got suckers!

Don't worry that both Camryn and Emma finished the whole thing! I didn't know Emma had it in her-she made her cousin proud.

I don't think Owen even got half way-he made his Dad proud I am sure.

We went out to Arizona to visit the Watson's for some fun at their house, got to see nephews games, relax at their water park & have a yummy dinner out! We were also able Fish's one last time before they move to NC...boo! Lucky for us it happened to work out right over Beckett's baby blessing! Also got to stop and see Nichelle & Nate and their cute old house and Ben & Heather feed us a yummy dinner! Last time we see them for a while too. We are going to miss you guys both so much!

Back in San Diego Ryan ran a 5K called the ROC Race or Ridiculous Obstacle Course Race. That is was...and so fun but wished someone was running with him as it is just crazy obstacle after another-much like wipeout. This is the rope swing at the very end-Camryn was real nervous about him swinging over those crocodiles. Maybe next year he can recruit some others into doing with him.

This past weekend I had a girls day with a bunch of friends to celebrate Brittany's 30th Birthday. So Ryan got to have a daddy-daughter day! They had a blast eating candy, hitting up the water park & ending the day with tacos and ice creams. Dad's sure know how to spoil.

But then again I got spoiled too. All day at the beach , dinner, Sprinkles & a movie all with no kids! Doesn't get better then that. Felt like my birthday!

Here is trying to document my week a littler better!

GIVEAWAY @ Twigg!!!

2011-05-23T13:51:00.000-07:00

Check IT out if you want to win these fabulous flats!

Sunday Afternoon in La Jolla

2011-05-16T22:54:00.000-07:00

To the Mom's in my life

2011-05-07T18:34:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's Day to the 3 most amazing mom's I know. My first tribute is to my wife. People stare at us all the time in public and I know it's because they wonder how I ever snagged this beautiful woman. If they only knew how long I've been on Propecia to make sure I had enough hair to find a girl to marry me...I knew what an amazing person she was, but I didn't know just how amazing she would be as a mom. She really is the perfect mom-Camryn is the luckiest. I don't know anyone more patient (unless Camryn says, "talk about it Barbie" for the 104th time in a 2 minute period...then we all want to burn Barbie and never speak of her again), fun and engaging than my wife. She amazes me. I have put in some of my favorite pictures to share.

Here's beautiful mom with the little critter that started it all.

My wife danced professionally with the Sacramento Ballet and Utah Regional Ballet. I never saw her dance, and even though I really can't sit through a ballet, (sorry Karen) if I had seen this dancer I would have bought season tickets.

She is going to be extremely embarrassed that I put this picture in here because she would NEVER do anything like this on her own. Our good friend Mike made her do this with my encouragement. Every guy (and girl) has their top 5 list of celebrity crushes. Mine include the likes of Carrie Underwood, Kristin Calavarie (sp)...the list goes on with hot blondes. However I am always serious when I say that I don't think anyone is as beautiful as my wife.

Next tribute is to my mom. I know everyone loves their own mom-but on multiple occasions my friends always told me they wished they had a mom like mine-and I don't blame them. If there was a book on mom's it should have been written by this one. All mine and my brothers' guy friends wanted to date my mom (even had one ask us if they could ask her to prom) and all the girls wanted to be her when they grew up. She's one of the most spiritual, humble, smart and talented women I know. She played sports with us, laughed and cried with us, stood up for us (you should hear those stories-she could go extremely crazy if someone messed with her kids). I know she set the bar very high for myself and my brothers. Love you mom.

Check out this small town beauty. Who would have guessed she was a cheerleader, rode motorcycles and one time shoved a pencil down a boys throat in elementary school (all true stories)

She was an amazing mom-but she may actually be an even better Grandma. Camryn loves every minute with her and I know she will always love and confide in her all growing up.

Co-Author of the amazing mom book is right here. Erica decided to send her Mother's Day card while I was out of town, but I am more than happy to write this for everyone to see. You'll be hard pressed to find a woman more caring and thoughtful than Karen. I think half the reason she doesn't sleep well at night is because she's always trying to figure out a way to save the world. She would sacrifice anything not only for her family, but anyone. More important than that however is how well she cooks. I love visiting because I know there will be a constant factory of delicious food being produced in that kitchen. I realized how lucky I was at our wedding when it was so hot coming out of the temple and my mother-in-law stood armed with a cooler of Pepsi and snacks so I never went hungry or thirsty. I might have actually died with out that first aid kit.

Five amazing kids-this woman deserves a trophy.

You can tell by the smile on Camryn's face how much she loves her Grandma Motley.

I am a lucky man. Happy Mother's Day.

It is Official...

2011-05-05T20:26:00.000-07:00

It is another GIRL!!! I am 24 weeks now, that is right 6 months! And we couldn't be any happier. I have to admit I was a little disappointed that it wasn't a boy but that lasted about 2 seconds and then I realized how great this really will be! Since we live in a smaller place it will be great that we don't have to buy anything new or change up the decor since the girls will be sharing a room. It will be great because Camryn will have a sister and I know she will be such a great big sister to this new little one. And thirdly because we know how to raise a girl so this seems very natural and fun this time rather then being so nerved up about every little thing!

This pregnancy really has gone by so quickly. Keeping busy and watching another child makes the time fly by! My one complaint is my BACK. It kills majority of the time. Not my sciatic, my lower back on my left side and carrying Camryn only makes it worse. But other then that I am feeling great and love this stage of the kicking and moving the baby does. Just enough to know she is there but not enough to do everything you can to get her out. This time I was able to feel her at 15 weeks and then could feel her outside my tummy at 16 weeks. Crazy how different each pregnancy can be!

So we are now on the count-down now that I have made it past the halfway mark and we couldn't be more excited to meet this little baby girl!

Babymoon #2 Punta Cana-Dominican Republic

2011-04-29T13:50:00.000-07:00

Leaving from LAX at midnight-should have seen what we looked liked when we finally arrived-not like this that is for sure.

1st day on the beach-notice how white we are and no sunburns

Our lunch almost everyday(everything else was awful!!!). Club sandwiches and pina coladas that just kept coming!

Our beach

Our hotel

Just looking at the palm trees relaxes me.

Snorkeling cruise-very fun although it was somewhat of a booze cruise and explaining to everyone you don't drink takes a lot time and effort. I had an excuse but they couldn't figure out why Ryan wouldn't drink. It wasn't really the time for the Work of Wisdom talk...

Just pay attention to the stingray and not my odd tanline...

Ryan would like to point out that these were taken on the iphone in his waterproof box. He was very proud that he could take it underwater. However we both pooped a little when he first tested it out.

Trying to be photographers

The fish Ryan would like you to believe he caught if I would not have been pregnant and we could have survived the crazy boat rides.

Love birds

The hotel was new and pretty minimal so though our room was larger than our town house it was pretty minimalistic-but we liked it.

Last day-had we known what the flight home would have consisted of I would have been crying here.

Tan face

All in all it was an amazing time. If we were to do it again we would probably do a Caribbean cruise so we could see a lot of islands and have a little better food, but with 84 degree weather, a constant breeze and turquoise water there really isn't much to complain about. And a HUGE thanks to my mom & dad and my sister Amy & Mike for watching Camryn! We couldn't have been more comfortable leaving for such a long time! We'll refer to this post in a few months when the baby comes and relish the time we had doing nothing but sleeping and sipping pina coladas.

Pre-Easter Celebration

2011-04-17T21:06:00.000-07:00

With Ryan and I's vacation over Easter weekend we decided to celebrate a little bit early (Palm Sunday). While I was gone doing a photo shoot for Twigg with my very talented friend Alia (more on that later), Ryan headed to the park for the Ladera Ranch Spring Celebration aka Easter Activity.

Ryan told her that she could get her face painted and she wouldn't stop talking about it. She got to pick what she wanted from a book and what do you know, she picked Hello Kitty. Such a girl. Ryan then told her she was to sit very still and couldn't touch her face and her reply was, "Ok, I'll put my hands behind my back like this." No idea where she got that idea but it was perfect and she sat still and loved every minute of it!

This is her trying to show us her new piece of art and maintain eye contact-she still said, "Cheese".

Then Grandma Brenda came up for the rest of the day to celebrate with us. Just relaxing playing on Grandma's iphone on our new patio set (more on that later).

Then after hearing about coloring eggs all day from Camryn, we finally made her dreams a reality. Holidays are so much more fun with kids. It was like this was the coolest thing she had ever seen!

And of course the pink and blue ones were her favorite!

Then after dinner at The Habit we walked around shops and had cupcakes. Camryn picked this one out since it was pink and had sprinkles. She would have stuffed the whole thing in her mouth if we let her. This girl won't eat much, but she can pound her sweets. Like father like daughter!

Sunday the Easter Bunny came early and hid eggs for her to find. She just kept saying, "Why the Easter Bunny hiding eggs from me? Don't hide eggs from me Easter Bunny!"

She loved it and could have done this all day long. Note:this is the same Easter dress she wore last year-still so cute, so why not!

More surprises inside from the Easter Bunny-spoiled girl!

Don't know if it is because I am missing her already but I think this age is so fun and is definitely my favorite so far! Love this girl.

And my handsome hubs. Doesn't get better than this-such a fun warm spring weekend! Happy Easter!

Love Hate

2011-04-10T20:33:00.000-07:00

Ever since Camryn was little she has LOVED horses. Always talking about them, playing with horse toys the whole bit. But much like most things with her- you take her to actually see them or ride one and she freaks out! You would think that by age 2 1/2 she would be over this. Well we tried again and, nope! However, she loves to watch their every move from a distance.

She can't take her eyes off them and asks all kinds of questions about what they are doing at all times.

But as soon as we get close to one, game over. We will continue to try because she loves them so much at least she thinks she does. She will say to herself "I not be scared of horses-horses are nice!" But then she forgets real fast and screams-"don't bite me horse!" I am just glad we found a place close to us in San Juan to take her to see the horses and ponies anytime she wants even if she really does hate them!

Ok so maybe it is the Happiest Place on Earth!

2011-03-30T20:29:00.000-07:00

Yes, I admit I have had my doubts. I loved Disneyland when I was a kid but never found the same appeal as I got older. And still had friends and saw many people my age or older enjoying it or should I say obsessed with it even when they did not have kids.

Well now that I have a 2 1/2 year old I get it. Today we went by ourselves, just the two of us and only stayed for about 3 hours. (No not about, exactly-because that way I didn't have to pay for parking another thing to love.) It is so fun going with friends and family but it is just different when you can do exactly what and when you want to do them.

First off we rode the train/monorail-Camryn was already in heaven! She couldn't stop laughing and we hadn't even gotten inside the park. This was her face...

Once inside we rode Small World. We walked right on and had the boat all to ourselves, so this is Camryn in the seat in front of me.

I had never been to Toon Town so we checked that out. But not too interesting for Camryn. Then it was on to the Princesses! I think this is fairly new at the park or if it is not I have just started hearing about it. The wait was 45 min. long to see 3 Princesses, you never know which ones they will have that day. Now 45 min with a 2 year old=not the easiest thing in the world. In fact if any line has a 20 min wait, we are out. But I knew that Camryn would not be disappointed. That is until we were 5 people behind the front and she had a total melt down! Said she didn't want to see "Big Princesses, only little ones" and then thought her undies were wet and needed the changed even though they weren't. Luckily the lady behind saved my spot-we hurried and had a wardrobe change and back in line with 1 person in front of us. With a little break she was ready to go!

Couldn't believe as we turned the corner that her two favorite's were there! Ariel and Belle! In the past she has been so shy/petrified of meeting any character but I think having them be real girls, she loved!

They were so sweet by talking and hugging her. Belle was the sweetest. And probably also because Camryn knew what to do after seeing Ariel.

Then she met Tiana. She hasn't seen the movie all the way through, but knows her cousins love her and loves her toys at the Disney store. This time she just sat right down and posed by her.

So back to my not loving Disneyland, I was converted today because I totally got choked up when Camryn was interacting with the Princesses. For one, I knew how much she loved it and would be talking about this day for a very long time. Well that and I am also pregnant-but still. We waited 45 minutes and it was totally worth it. However, I saw as I was leaving that it was a 75 min wait. Now that is a bit much. So make sure you go as soon as you get to the park! That is what I learned and we will definitely be back!

Who Says Ties are For Boys?

2011-03-24T19:05:00.001-07:00

There is an online company called Urban Sunday that makes the coolest little boys ties and bow ties you've ever seen. If you have a boy, they are a must. Anyway they were expanding their repertoire and asked if Camryn would be a model in their new online and print campaign. Obviously as parents are flattered, but we didn't know how cute this would really turn out to be. The photoshoot was a fun experience, minus Camryn holding herself half the time as she was learning to be potty trained. The amazingly talented Ashlee Raubach was the photographer. Anyway here are the results

Our Casa es Su Casa

2011-03-19T21:02:00.000-07:00

We moved to a new place in October and though we are renting, our landlords let us do a few things to help make it home. It was quite an adjustment from a house to a small townhouse, but the location was totally worth it. We aren't photographers...nor professional decorators, but a few people have asked so we thought we'd share.

Our front door

Before

After-the gray was darker than we wanted. Ryan painted the stripes and wanted me to mention without a ladder, just standing on that little ledge. (a thanks to Nugget for modeling)

A weird little loft area that should have been used for an office or play room...

But we had left over furniture we didn't want to get rid of so we call this the library.

Family room...lucky you can't see the "murder stain" that was here before we came. The joys of renting.

After-rugs cover up murder. Not our favorite couch in the world, but it was cheap and has a sleeper sofa-so it's also the guest room. Please come stay.

Media niche and random other niche

Thank you Ikea for making small affordable furniture.

Kitchen/Nook-don't be jealous of the linoleum. Who doesn't love that movie-theatre feel under their feet in the morning. However clean-up is a breeze.

Another rug to cover up stains as well as catch food and spills from a two year old...and Ryan. Not that we were too worried about making the carpet any worse.

Here was Ryan's project. Since the owners had this sky-blue bathroom before, we thought they wouldn't mind if we experimented a bit in here even though we agreed to earth tones.

Teal is an earth tone right? Ryan wanted to try a new painting and taping technique.

Camryn's room and soon to be shared room by baby number two...this should be fun.

We pretty much kept it the same.

Here is our miniature bedroom. This was the biggest adjustment moving from our house, but we made it work. It was the same tan color before, so we chose a darker gray and added the IKEA nightstands. It's home for now. The best part is if anything breaks we're out around $15. Come visit anytime.

Saturdays

2011-03-16T20:40:00.000-07:00

Don't get much better than a bike ride, a picnic by the beach with my latest crave Board N' Brew sandwiches (or should I just say cheddar cheese and that special sauce) and the sun! Then after naps head to the hot tub and heated pool as a family. Spring has arrived and I love it!

Amy and Mike picked up this cute dress for Camryn while in Hawaii-also obsessed.

Life is good.

Ryan's Triathlon/Mini Vacay

2011-03-08T12:54:00.000-08:00

Ryan, Mike, Ben and Scott have all been preparing for a Sprint Triathlon for a couple months and finally the day arrived. So we decided to make a little vacation out of it. Ben and Scott both were coming from Arizona so lucky for me they brought along their wives and babies! The triathlon was held near Palm Springs-great meeting spot for everyone. Ryan was able to hook us up with a sweet hotel and a round of golf for the boys since this was his old job stomping grounds.

Ben, Scott & Ryan-Mike was still driving out from Hungtington. Meanwhile us girls hung out at the pool-80* weather!

That night we ate at Babes-such a fun dinner, the 2 babies slept the whole time and we ate so good. We all ate enough meat to do 2 triathlons. Sadly this is the only picture I have with Mike and Heather! You all need to send me yours...

The race was the next morning, I could not pull myself out of bed with the amount of times Camryn woke up and the sound of a man vomiting I got little too no sleep. So I left it up to Kirby and Heather to cheer on the guys and take pictures. The guys all did so awesome, I will post more pictures of the race when they come in. Their times were all so close.

This is Ryan right after the race! He did so good and had little to no recovery once it was over. He came in 20 min. faster then his last one. His preparation really paid off. I want to know how he looks so handsome after such a beating (mind you he had the same amount of sleep as me).

After the race we got some good pool time in. Scott with baby Beckett. He is so stinkin cute all snuggled up. These guys are natural parents.

I was so excited because Mike was there to help me with my camera-aren't these pictures so cute!

Kirby didn't know I took this, ha! We'll it turned out really cute, so there!

Camryn was in heaven between swimming, laying out and the hot tub! I think she loves staying in a hotel sometimes more than we do.

That night we headed to the outlets for a little shopping. Here are the dads with their babies. What good dads too.

But shopping didn't last long we were ALL so tired and needed some good sleep. Thanks Kunz's and Fish's for making the drive out we know it is hard with new babies but it was totally worth it! Here's to many more mini vacay's just like this!

Weekend as a Family of 5!!!

2011-03-01T14:26:00.000-08:00

My sister Amy and her hubby Mike went to Hawaii for a week and we got to watch their kids Owen and Emma for a few days! We had a blast. Nightly pajama dance parties on our bed, playing at the park, eating good food, hot tubbing and swimming and a visit to a Science/Dinosaur Museum.

A picture of their sweet moves

Happily sitting together one of their rare moments-these girls fight like sisters. But when they do get along it is so fun!

At the Discovery Science Center. Camryn loves Owen. I wish I could have gotten on camera the times Camryn would put her head on Owen's shoulder and when they did the "spider" on the swings at the park-they both couldn't stop laughing!

The girls shopping together. This is what I picture when they are away at college together.

Owen with his Triceratops-his favorite Dinosaur, he did not want to leave this spot he was so obsessed. This and the 4-D dinosaur movie made his whole day!

Cuddles when Uncle Ryan. He was such a good uncle, Owen definitely had the best time with him.

And a before church shot of the girls! Another time where they were loving each other! They are so cute all dressed up! Do they look alike? So many of my friends thought so. Probably just their body-types and that they like to dress alike!

So glad we were able to help Mike and Amy out while they were gone and had so much fun doing it! I plan to do this a least once a year, a tradition I think the kids and parents will love!

Arizona: Dylan's Big Day

2011-02-25T12:40:00.000-08:00

My second oldest nephew just turned 8, so the whole Motley fam decided to make a vacation out of it and head to Arizona! Ryan wasn't able to make it last minute but it still worked out so I could do a Twigg Shoe Party in Gilbert and stay a little longer with the Watson's! He was missed by all but it worked in my favor in the end!

The first day we got to spend the day at the park. Fishing, feeding ducks, riding the merry-go-round, train and had lunch. Too bad it was a cold Arizona weekend but we made the most of it! Camryn with her boy cousins, they take such good care of her!

Jake even held her the whole train ride and protected her from the sprinklers. He got soaked, what a true gentlemen!

And then it was Dylan's big day! He was so excited and it showed. The program was so cute and I loved that he had all his cousins sing "I love to See the Temple" with him! Camryn even stood there the whole time trying to sing. Now it is one of her favorite songs. Wish we could've gotten a picture.

All the cousins! 12 this year! So hard to get a picture but I love seeing their personalities. Especially Kyle, such a ham! He loves the camera!

The Motley Crew and Peg and Steve-Patrick's closest and sweetest Aunt & Uncle. It was so good to see them again! Don't mind that my eyes are closed. Hopefully someone finds a better picture.

On Sunday after church we found Camryn in Nikki's shoes "vacuuming" even though it is actually a golf bag-girls will be girls.

And lastly Camryn with her Seanny. She is obsessed! She asked him to hold her here. Sean and sometimes Ryan are her imaginary friends at home. They come everywhere and do everything with us. I was hoping that seeing them in person would change this, but nope! Still got them going strong and she would even "play with them" when we would go back to our hotel.

We had such a fun time. Camryn with her cousins and me with my parents and siblings. It is always crazy getting such a big group together but I am always so grateful we do and love my family all the more! It was so awesome to see Dylan get baptized and one of Jake's basketball games-such a cute family.

A big thank you to my parents who let me crash their hotel room and for the Watson's, especially Nikki for all your cooking and great hostessing abilities! I love you and hope to come back out soon!

Since it is Out There...

2011-02-16T20:42:00.000-08:00

I might as well make it completely official...I am pregnant! And yes, the pun was intended because I can no longer hide the fact that my stomach (well and other parts) is growing!

I am almost 13 weeks now and feeling good. So crazy to be pregnant again while taking care of another one. I have to say I don't love being pregnant but don't know why because I feel pretty good the entire time. Sorry-I know how mad that makes other moms but it is true. I think once I feel the little one moving and actually have a reason for the weight gain I will remember that this can be fun! But Ryan and I are SO excited and ready to add to our little family. Camryn already calls the baby by name and thinks she is having a sister. I am so interested to see if she is right! Although, I told Ryan the other night that when I feel cramping or pain in my stomach I told him the feeling seems masculine but maybe that is because in my mind boys seem more rough, who knows? We'll find out in a few more weeks! I am due on August 26th which seems like forever but let's just pray it goes by fast!

New Disneyland Annual Pass!

2011-02-14T15:34:00.000-08:00

Thanks to my awesome friend Julie I am now a disneyland goer! I never thought I would be but who can pass up a year pass for $40! So both Ryan and I got one! However, I doubt he will use it much. I have never been a huge fan of Disneyland but with a kid I think it is worth it. I will never totally understand the "Disneyland Culture"-it is a way of life and these people are serious about it.

Since my sister Amy has passes too we decided to make an afternoon of it.

Riding It's Small World. Emma too distracted to look at me.

Same with Owen. The kids went nuts over this ride, but then again who doesn't? But just in a different way.

And this is Camryn saying cheese-not an actual smile but we'll go for it. The whole ride she just kept pulling my face to where she was looking saying, "look at that mom, look at that!"

Amy was nice enough to take them on the Teacups. You will never see me in one of those unless you want throw up on you.

The one ride Camryn talks about the most is the Merry-go-Round, but she is too scared to ride it by herself. Go figure.

Handsome little Owen

And smallest cutest girl ever Emma. You think Camryn is small-well you haven't met Emma. She doesn't look it here, but she was obsessed with her horse!

And at the end of the day Owen got a big hug from Pluto. Such a fun day out and great weather to top it off. Here's to many more days like this to come. Let's just hope one day we can see Ariel, Belle and Cinderella. I think that would make Camryn's year!

You thought I was bad?!

2011-02-08T14:49:00.000-08:00

I was cleaning out Camryn's closet and trying to find a way to organize her shoes when I thought to myself, this is ridiculous this child has too many shoes! What shoe lover says that?

So I told Camryn to lay them all out so we could count and see how many shoes she really has. I counted 17 and had to get the camera to document this! The child is 2 years old and has roughly the same amount of shoes as me! So you think I bought all of these? No way, I am the biggest cheap skate there is! I have bought 3 out of the 17, then 2 more from twigglets and the rest from the Grandma's! Don't worry too that all of them fit expect for one pair right now so it isn't like she is growing into these for later. Is this normal? Does this make you want to count how many shoes you have? I know it made me.

Talk about a spoiled granddaughter and boy does she just eat it up! Well I guess I do too! I am so grateful she is so well taken care of and I don't have to spend the money!

I also had to throw this picture in here. When the hair dryer is gone this is what my hair does and Camryn had to make sure she had the same look. Love this little mini-me!

24 Hr. Fitness- AM vs PM Gym Go-er

2011-02-02T15:53:00.000-08:00

With a sprint triathlon and tropical vacation on the horizon...as well as a small attempt to keep up with the beauty that is Ladera Ranch-I purchased a membership to 24 Hr. Fitness. I go to a cycling class at 5:30 AM some mornings and swim and lift other evenings. In my time there I have noticed a drastic difference between the AM gym goers and the PM ones. I will share my findings and look to you for thoughts and comments. It can be fairly summed up that most AM goers go for health and fitness where the PM goers go for beauty and social. Let us take a closer look:

The AM goer-This early riser has been making goals since the womb-maybe even using the umbilical cord as a tiny jump rope or rock climbing aid. They are wholesomely good looking, very much like Lance Armstrong or Mia Hamm. They do not notice, nor care that you are there. They've probably eaten the same thing for breakfast for 10 years-all of it nutritional and well balanced. With them they come armed with nutritious snacks, beverages and heart monitors. They shop at REI and JCrew. You'll hear words like Nasdaq, portfolios, acquisitions in their business vernacular and they probably listen to talk radio, 7 Habits podcasts or CNN. Their clothes are labeled, pressed, dry-cleaned and put on in a routine manner. In their offices they will probably have those SUCCESS posters framed-you know the ones with everyone rowing at a T.E.A.M. (Together Everyone Achieves More)-though most are don't prefer working closely with others. They are older, mature, married, have been married or married to their careers.

The moms probably woke up at 4, checked off their color coded calendar and made lunches for their kids that include something from each of the food groups-most likely purchased at Whole Foods or Trader Joe's. Slicked-back hair, no make-up, yoga pants and still look good. These are the AM Goers. The gym as whole is much quieter though intense vibes of commitment and stamia fill the air.

The PM Goer-This is a smattering of folk. The PM goer come to the gym to look good, be noticed and socialize-like if Starbucks was a gym. There are always the early-in-the-year-New Year's Resolution-ers that are tired of their montly donation to 24 Hr. so they try yet again. They can be easily spotted; they don't look happy, maybe sprung for a trainer adn are wearing those Shape Up shoes that my friend kindly described as trying to bail water out of a sinking ship with a teaspoon( these shoes won't get you fit, nor will your walk around the office park at lunch). Back on track. The PM men and women are very atrractive Hollywood-style. They come in hand with Smart/Vitamin Water (women) or Energy/Protein Drinks (men) and whatever else else is promised to shred you. Lots of sleeveless shirts (the ones that go all the way down to the waist), hair product, tight clothing, multi-colored headphones and other "sick" gear. Conversation is geared much more around how much you're benching, your next multi-leveled business adventure and what has happend on Idol, Real House Wives of Beverly Hills...or Jersey Shore.

The music is louder, lots of heavy grunting, people are louder, high-fives and hugs are bountiful, the hot tub is bubbling with conversation and high school kids are sweating fully clothed in the sauna of flexing in the mirror (not kidding). People are eyeing themselves in the mirror, peeking at your machine or treadmill to see if they are on a higher setting, or checking out people to both compare themselves or for mating purposes. This is the PM Goer.

Where do I fit in you ask? Neither...naturally. I am in my own group-the Desperately Determined Goer. I admire the efficiency, stamina and business sense of the AM goer but also have strong opinions about Idol/Bachelor and secretly worship Ryan Seacrest. I want the humbe confidence of the the Am-er and the body and multi-colored headphones of the PM-er. Maybe I even spot one guy who looks like my size and body style, if I were actually ever in shape and note what he's doing and casually copy him after he moves on. I am trying to legitimize my career and adulthood while still grasping to my trendy youth. I'm not sure it can be done but I can try. I often hear the phrase, "..well it's RYAN..." followed by some look of mutual understanding and agreement. I'm still not sure if it's meant to be an insult or compliment, but I'll take it and run. This is where I leave you. Thanks for listening.

Weekend in San Diego

2011-01-30T20:11:00.000-08:00

This weekend we celebrated Nate and Lauren's Birthday by going out with the San Diego gang for pizza at Besta Wan. It was really good and so fun to hang out with these guys. Such great friends and then went out to my favorite Swirls for frozen yogurt. Happy Birthday guys, we are sure glad you were born!

Don't mind Tim-We promise he is not drunk.

Then Saturday we went to the Wild Animal Park with Ryan's family because his bro Cody was in town with his wife Whitney and cousin Cassidy. Too bad we couldn't get either Cody or Whitney to look at the camera. At least Cassidy obeyed. She is the best baby! Such a happy sweet 10 months old-who walks all over the place. It looks so wrong!

The highlight of the WAP was the Lorikeet aviary. You can buy nectar for the birds and then they just come swarming. Ryan was holding Camryn while one was drinking then out of no where one landed on Camryn's shoulder. She about died. But I am actually surprised she didn't do her normal freak out she just was really still and waited for us to get it off. And of course now she goes around to everyone and tells them "Bird on my shoulder at the Zoo." She is so proud.

Then David had a turn, Cassidy was obsessed. I love both of their smiles in this picture. She even had one bite her and she hardly flinched.

Then I had to try...can you tell I am not completely loving it?

Then Brenda had a turn, she was definitely not loving it when this one landed on her head followed by another on her shoulder right in Cassidy's face. But she is a good Grandma and showed no sign of fear. Too bad Whitney and Cody missed out here big time!

After Cassidy loved the birds so much we took her to see the deer. Camryn hates these deer and shakes as soon as we step in side. You couldn't get Cassidy any closer she loved them like they were little puppies.

After a long day we headed to this little gem for some real Mexican style tacos in Oceanside. And when I say real I mean as REAL as you can get across the border. David had heard about this place so we thought we would try it. And when I say David heard about this place it was probably from a mexican that didn't speak any English. But that is where you find good food. Look at this place...

They were hosting a wedding just after we left, too bad we missed this party. I bet it was amazing. I mean look at this Party Hall-so gorgeous with mirrored columns and all.

But they make the best Pastor tacos for $1-straight from the boffo! Too bad Ryan didn't get a picture of the boffo. Those things are a sight and really gross me out actually! Even Camryn loved it. Great and very weird way to end a fun day.

Lack Luster for Everything...Must Be Potty Training!!

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It has been a long couple weeks with the first one almost a complete nightmare. With hardly leaving the house and when we did we would have an accident it was hard to get the motivation to do anything, including blogging. So here are just a few pictures I took during the process.

Tried to fit her dolly in there too but finally convinced her to just pose with her next to her stroller filled with "so many friends."

One day we made a tent under the kitchen table. (I am telling after a few days of being couped up, you'll try anything. Well she loved it so much she wanted to sleep there. I think she lasted as long as 20 min-but at least I got a picture.

Her new "smile for the camera" cheesey face. Notice the towel, I wasn't into getting pee all over the carpet.

I tried to capture this moment, but it is not as good as it was the first time. We have a mirror in front of our room and she was trying to turn around so she could she her bum with her cute new underpants on. She loves them so much and loves to see them while dancing on my bed with a ring pop from going #2 on the potty. Still a hard thing for her to accomplish.

This was the following week. I needed to get out and the weather was so nice. I put on a pull up and headed to the beach. I think we both needed it. And sure enough she stayed dry and wanted to use the port-a potty! After a good week she has finally figured it out. And then Ryan's mom took her for a couple days and then she had it dialed! I think we had both had enough of each other and Grandma's just have a way with their grandkids. And even today she went in all on her own pulled her pants down and went! So glad this part of parenting is over...especially with her stubborn personality!

Internet Culture: Why I can't stop reading Mormon housewife blogs

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I'm a young, feminist atheist who can't bake a cupcake. Why am I addicted to the shiny, happy lives of these women? Go here to read the article....

salon.com

You have got to read this article. So interesting and so cool! Keep at it all you bloggers!

2010...

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Hey 2010, if you were a human I probably would have punched you in the neck. It's too bad too, because 10 was always my lucky number...but we know how my luck goes. Forget about the two speeding tickets (one wasn't my fault), the Indian boy who hasn't paid me, and the recent occasion of a waiter spilling hot beans on my lap at a work Christmas luncheon-you had taken my house, my job and more importantly...my twenties. However I am inclined to forgive you because you gave me a lot of quality time with friends and family (maybe a little too much), a new job and a great new place to live. All in all we learned a lot and all that stuff, but I'm ready for a new year, which brings me to you 2011:

I've never liked odd numbers-they seem meaner that even numbers, but I'm willing to give you a chance. Here are some of my requests:

1. Ease up on the trials-I'm okay with some to keep things interesting, but no more layoffs, short sales, illnesses, etc.

2. I'd really like if my daughter would stop asking us to sing Happy Birthday every night-I know it's confusing her and I hate singing it-it's not even really in my range and it's even been sounding a little burlesque recently...not good for anyone.

3. While on the daughter thing, let's get her potty trained-though I think diaper changing might actually be easier than stopping all the time to go to the bathroom-I could save a ton on diapers from Costco.

4. Be gentle on my Civic-it needs to last at least another year. The shorter commute has helped tremendously, but the two rocks in the windshield and the tail light incident have really hurt her self esteem.

5. Give me some ambition (maybe in the form of an ambitious friend) to actually work out. I have at least one sprint triathlon in front of me and the pictures from the last one, as well as my ill-fitted clothing always make me hate myself a little.

6. Give me one awesome surprise-I don't care when or where, just make it be awesome enough to make my year-a little good luck this year would be helpful.

Here's what I'll do for you:

1. I'll think before I speak

2. I'll be less judgmental...at least verbally...it's hard to stop my brain.

3. I'll sing Happy Birthday ever night if she really wants me too and you follow through with the good luck thing.

That's it. Welcome to the family 2011-I have my eye on you.